Hard

This wasn't easy these days
Everything was hard, I can say
I tried to care
but found out they didn't wanna share

Imagining a month from now
I think in pain I'm gonna crawl
Be missing everybody now I'm still seeing
End up waiting for the phone calling

Disappointed of what I cannot do
and the mistakes I can't undo
Then I tried to be the one
but somehow I hurt someone

I ditched a dream for another hope
but I was kicked and trapped in confusing rope
And that pal who periodically down
I can't bring up on my own

So what should I do when I miss?
When I'm alone
When I'm lonely
When everything's hard

Imagining a month from now on
Feels like I haven't moved on